about you…
It’s almost one year since you left me. No matter how easily you forget and leave me, I just can’t leave and forget you as easy as you do, even I know you don’t really forget me. You can never forget me, I guess..
You don’t forget me, you just pretend to forget like it was never happens in your lifetime. I do the same thing but I want you to know that: my life is different from you. In the same time, I can’t meet someone special like you and easily get along with.
I just asking myself why I can’t leave and forget you easily like the way you do. Being confused, that I never found the answer why. WHY did you just walking around in my mind. Also I hate you even I know that I still have a crush on you. I hate the way you leave and forget easily. But then..now, I realized it’s a choice. It’s a choice for me want to forget you or not. Want to leave you or not. And I know the answer. I’m not.
And you do the best thing for you, right? Leaving me is your choice, and I know It’s the best thing you do for yourself. And I don’t hate you too. I just hate the situation. The truth. That you leave me. But, again, it’s choices. Wanna be happy, wanna hating, wanna sad, others.
Now that I’ve learned many things from you. Met you was the greatest situation for 13th I have lived.
And now, I choose to never forget you, but I will forget the situation that hurting me. I choose to never leave you, but I’ll leave the situation that makes me suffer. I choose to never forget and never leave what I have learned from my meeting with you.
Life is choices. Choose the best for yourself, and never regret it.
